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was i ever loved by you?

♥ im broken, battered and bruised!
◘ i hate him but i love him now even more...


What hurts the most

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do
Ooohhh....

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concert tickets for sale!

Attention Bamboo fans:

I’m selling 2 bamboo concert tickets! Their “Rock N Rumble Concert” will be held at the World Trade Center on July 5 2008 at 7 pm! just contact me thru my email, or comment me back!!!

While searching for a quantity of documents that I need, I hit upon my j.s. prom pictures, and it made me muse over for some reason, ahaha. our 4th yr j.s. prom happened in MCS quad. (well, all mcs prom was always held there) we were not permitted to celebrate it in any other place for the administrators believed that it’s cheaper and we’re more comfortable to celebrate it in our school grounds(and they’re also very strict! :P reasonable coz, they are nuns! :P hi sister! :P) but true to what they supposed, we really enjoyed it,

our prom happened, last, feb.17, 2006(the same day, he duped me:( oh so bitter! Ahahah…:P) my eyes were really red and, puffy for crying so much… but it’s fun still...

I m part of the cotillion, my partner was Ralph Lanuza!(I hope I was right about that!!:P) he was a very good partner, for he taught me every pace!( I joined cotillion 3 days before the prom! I’m just a substitute.. ahahah… luckily, I can cope up with the steps that they’ve been practicing for 1 mo.! :P) thanks Ralph! Hope to see you again!:P

:P I must say, that 3rd yr prom was more exciting, and happier than my 4th yr prom!(of course!). ahahha… xoxo highschool friends! I really miss you!<3>

man : 5women

Fact: women outnumber men five to one.

Imagine applying this proportion to the dating scene (now girls, don’t go fanatical for men!). some guys hit upon themselves keen to make their move and find out who among the five they’ll fall head over heels in love with, gladly I m lucky for having one of them! :P other guys on the other hand, have a tendency to abuse this God-given benefit. At the back of their minds, a small voice whispers, “Why choose one if I can have all five” and I m a dupe of that unfortunately, but not to that grimly degree! Now, do I sound bitter? Ahahaha, I can’t deny that I’ve been stacked at our relationship for almost a year, watching him going out with other girls, and me? I’m just in the corner, waiting someone to pick me up, well…

ahahaha.. I’m hopelessly in love? Yes! I m guilty of that, and I don’t mind what you assume! Even though it really sounds foolish! :P! Oh well, I just remembered him, all this time I thought I loved him that much, but I think I’m wrong. I just want to be reciprocated for what I felt. It’s just a mere awe I think. Yes, I’ve been played but it doesn’t hurt that much, probably I projected it and accepted it before it occurred. Now, we’ve been good friends and I like our bond right now compared when we’re still together. It doesn’t matter what happened, what matters is what we are after what happened. I found the best man I could have, and I think he became a better man after our relationship.

my sunday

Sunday! Wow! Supposedly, we’ll be spending this day shopping for bags and other stuff that we need in school, as school days is approaching… but unexpectedly, my godson? Is that right? Ahaha…(“my inaanak!”) came.. I’m so keyed up, since, I haven’t seen him for 1 year… btw, his name is Ean Jefferson Eranjo! (I don’t know if the spelling is correct!:P) ahaha… he’s so cute! But he lost weight, dati, he’s so plump and so small… now, supper skinny and he’s tall by now… aahhah… and he told me… “6 na ako.. binata na ko!” (so cute!:)))



ahahah… they brought us the gown of my sister, since his dad will be marrying soon… july 12 to be precise!(and I heard it’s really a grand wedding!*.* wow!) ahahaha… we played all day long… (and I’m so tired! :*( ) kids are really full of zip!:) ahahha…”batang bibo” that’s the exact description of him!:P he even asked me to climb on a tree!!!(would imagine me, scrambling on a tree??? Ahahha! Answer would be absolutely yes!!! Ahahaha) btw, my godson’s hobby is taking good care of dogs!!! He have 6 dogs!!! I don’t know what’s the breed bec… he just described it to me… lol… but I think he got 6 poodles,… (I m not sure, because I m not that familiar when it comes to dogs!) ahaha…if you want to buy a poodle… just email me…. Or drop a comment; I think they’re selling it, 10,000php for male and 12,000php for female poodle! :P they’ve been breeding dogs for about 1 year na…
the day turned out to be a whole day lot of fun and hopefully he’ll come back soon!:)…